there's i
i am the 1
in binary
i am an electron
a quark
i only exist to know
to love
and there's me
me is a forest floor
teeming with fungi
insects and plants
a supercluster of brain cells
a symphony of electricity
a laundry list of mistakes
and idiotic jokes
me loves countless things
people, animals, stories
but me is who i exist to love
to smile at in the mirror
even if me doesn't feel it
to support and encourage
to slap away the daggers
and the blows
that me inexplicably
deludingly
crushingly
points inward
and i will
because no matter what me does
the mistakes
the embarrassments
the worldly supernovas
rupturing the supercluster
in the dark late at night
i am the 1
the electron
the quark
who exists to know one thing
to love
7/14/2020
it was just called "poem 1"